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THIS IS MY STORY, AND I CHOOSE TO SHARE WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME. MY STORY i was 7 when it first happened. i was innocent, sweet, playfuland happy. i was unaware of the evil in this world; that is until He showed me. my name is Ashley , and this is what ive remebered. i was outside playing in our sandpit when he came over.
he sat beside me and played with me for a couple of minutes. we were alking and laughing when he suggested we play a new game. but this game was for big kids and he didnt think i could handle it. of course being young and niave i took the bait. Sialar, was my cousin on my stepfathers side he was 16-19 i didnt know his exact age.
only that he was a big kid and i wanted to be a big kid too. Anyway, he said okay and took a hold of my hand. we lived in the country, full of woods and wild animals.
but with him i wasnt afraid. he led me into th woods, which i knew i was not aloud to be in. i tried telling him i was forbidden, but he said it was ok. that i wouldnt get into trouble with him there . i rember looking back at the house saying ok, but i cant go to far.
Sialar smiled and led me further into the woods. i lost sight of my house and we continued to walk until we came to some thick brush. "Ashley i need you to lay on the ground. dont make a sound and do as i say. i nodded yes and layed down. i asked him what game we were playing and he replied "house.
your the teen ruthlessly fucked pornstars and big tits and im the daddy andd we are going to love each other. i dont remeber what happened after he said that but i do remember trying to stop him from taking my clothes off.
im not aloud to sialar, i shouldnt do this. "Its alright trust me," he said. he made me lie back on the ground. " now what im going to do next may seem weird and a uncomfortable. but do not make a naise and DO NOT SCREAM.
okay? he felt his penis slide up and down my leg and giggled, that feels weird sialar. i know ash but its ok big kids do this all the time. you want to be a big kid dont you? . yes i do,i wan to be a big kid. he slid his penis up to my slit and rubbed it against my opening. i was uncomfortable by this point and wanted to stop. i remember saying "i dont want to play this game anymore." "shush its ok." then he started pushing into me.
i tried to scream. but his hand was over my mouth " shuit up you little bitch!" i tried to fight and to struggle but all it seemed to do was help him.
when that didnt help me i tried to bite. scratch and claw, none of it worked. he ended up cutting off my air supply and i must have past out after that. then next thing i heard was mom calling or me ans sialar cussing. he helped clean me up and even redressed me. he even took care of getting rid of my virgins blood. i tried to get away but before i could he grabbed my are. " IF YOU EVER SAY ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED HERE TODAY I WILL KILL YOU, YOUR SISTERYOUR BROTHER, EVEN YOUR MOTHER.
UNDERSTAND?" with tears in my eyes i nodded yes, i tried to turn and leave but he tightend his grip. "ALSO WHEN EVER I CALL FOR YOU, NO MATTER WHAT YOU ARE DOING YOU COME TO ME, IF YOU DONT THE SAME THING WILL HAPPEN I YOU TELL. ARE WE CLEAR?" yes sialar.
mom called again and he let go of me.
i took off running when mom asked what had happened and why i was crying i simply told her i fell. and so the years of lying started and always the fear of when he would call for me.
END OF PART 1 ( THIS IS BY NO MEANS THE END OF MY STORY BUT MEARLY PART 1, I NEED TO TAKE SOME TIME TO GET MY SELF BACK TOGETHER CAUSE THIS REALLY SHOOK ME UP. LIKE I SAID BE FOR THIS ALL REALLY DID HAPPEN AND THIS REALLLY IS MY STORY. NOT COPY WRITTED FROM SOME ONE ELSE.
IF THERE WAS ANYTHING I SAID OR WROTE THAT WAS OFFENSIVE THEN I APOLIGIZE NOW, I SIMPLY WROTE THE TRUTH . BY FOR NOW AND UNTIL NEXT TIME) . THIS STORY WRITTEN AND PUBLISHED BY BLUESKY79